Happy Birthday, to me!
Happy Birthday, to me!
Happy Birthday, dear me!
Happy Birthday, to me!
Another year, another day, another dollar. They are all starting to feel the same way. Birthday's no longer hold that special feeling. You know the kind of feeling that you look forward to wondering how it will feel to be another year older! I no longer count quarter, half, or three quarter marks. Actually, I probably would not even care if it was no longer a day in my calendar. Ho, hum!
I have been doing alot of soul searching lately. Wondering why I am not happy with the things that have been given to me. Wondering where it is I really want to be. Unfortunately, not coming to any real conclusions other than I feel lost. Hoping the spirit heals me, wherever it is I need to be healed!
I know this is effecting me, it probably is effecting the girls. I no longer want to leave the house with them. I don't have the energy, always feeling it is wasted time. I get in these funks - - I NEED to get out of this one. On to happier thoughts....
Mia is sooooooo close to walking! A couple more weeks of this teeter/tottering and she will be a pro. I can't believe how fast she has grown.
The older two - are seriously getting on each others last nerve! I can't wait till they have seperated for a bit. Anyone want to daycamp a 5 year old ;) lol
