Preschool

How could I forget? My Bella she started Preschool! What is amazing is that this girl, the one I thought would give me all the trouble, gave me absolutely NONE! Her personality totally changes when you get school involved. Bella asks me daily why she can't go to school everyday like Rose. She adores her teachers, Ms. Pranion and Ms. Marentette.

It's funny when I think about how I have two children in school now. It is amazing how time flies. I look at Bella and remember every little inch of her infant stage, what happened?



I hope something starts to slow down, because I want to start enjoying every little moment and that is hard to do when it seems like your life is in Mach speed (almost as fast as she peddles a tricycle)!

Kindergarten!

Yep, that is right - we all survived! Rose, I knew she would after being so excited. Me, however, I quite surprised myself. Perhaps it was the sadness the previous day that made the day go by easier. Usually, Rose is not a morning person, now things have changed. On the first day, she was up and out of bed and getting ready to eat in record time. She was excited - She wanted to go - She was ready!

As we arrived at school, I was surprised they had everything under control and running like a well oiled machine. They had aides and people everywhere guiding everyone to where they needed to be. That was nice! We immediately were shown the morning routine of finding lockers and hanging up bookbags and such and then were introduced to where she would spend the rest of the year - Learning!

After leaving Rose, I met up with my friend Ellisa for a off to Kindergarten breakfast at Panera. I needed that, unfortunately the Bella and Mia didn't. The time went by much quicker than I could have imagined and then it was ready to pick up Rose from school.

We arrived to pick up Rose and once again I had no worries. She ran up to us with a smile a mile long. She was ready for another day!! It's exciting - It's fun - It's School!!

Now we will see how long this feeling lasts for her ;) lol.

Time are hitting me hard!

Its amazing how time has no patience. Yesterday, um well I guess it was now over 5 years ago, I was giving birth to Rose. Now, tomorrow actually, she starts Kindergarten! It is so bittersweet. She cannot be more excited! I am crying, well sobbing really, at what tomorrow will bring for me, ahem...us! No more sleeping till we get up, no more daily activities together, no more just her and me while the other two nap, Yep this will be quite the change.

Rose, this kind gentle heartfelt daughter of mine, has been doing well with all this change. Perhaps I need to take a lesson or two from her. This weekend she decided she wanted to cut her hair so that she could donate her locks to love. I seriously thought I was going to vomit. I guess I cannot handle change with my children too well. However, her she is just as beautiful as before.



Oh and forgive me next week, when I blog about my new Preschooler ;). I am sure as soon as I start school in 3 weeks my mind will be back where it belongs, but as for right now - my heart is weeping. Good weeps, but hurtful ones, nevertheless!!

On to better notes. This weekend the girls, myself and their Grandparents enjoyed some putt putt golfing - we had a blast - every single one of us!

My Birthday and such!

Happy Birthday, to me!

Happy Birthday, to me!

Happy Birthday, dear me!

Happy Birthday, to me!

Another year, another day, another dollar. They are all starting to feel the same way. Birthday's no longer hold that special feeling. You know the kind of feeling that you look forward to wondering how it will feel to be another year older! I no longer count quarter, half, or three quarter marks. Actually, I probably would not even care if it was no longer a day in my calendar. Ho, hum!

I have been doing alot of soul searching lately. Wondering why I am not happy with the things that have been given to me. Wondering where it is I really want to be. Unfortunately, not coming to any real conclusions other than I feel lost. Hoping the spirit heals me, wherever it is I need to be healed!

I know this is effecting me, it probably is effecting the girls. I no longer want to leave the house with them. I don't have the energy, always feeling it is wasted time. I get in these funks - - I NEED to get out of this one. On to happier thoughts....

Mia is sooooooo close to walking! A couple more weeks of this teeter/tottering and she will be a pro. I can't believe how fast she has grown.

The older two - are seriously getting on each others last nerve! I can't wait till they have seperated for a bit. Anyone want to daycamp a 5 year old ;) lol

My Kitchen!

Most people, and I can say this with the power of knowledge, do not realize what conveniences they have when it comes to the kitchen. For 10, yes I typed that right (ten), long years I have had the opportunity to experience these inconveniences. Granted they didn't seem too inconvienent as I was experiencing them, however now when I look back and realize all that I was missing, I understand the importance of a proper "flowing" kitchen.

I'm sure most are tired of hearing me talk about this, but this was/is something HUGE for me. I can now cook, clean, store, wash; you name it I can do it. I now have a brand new garbage disposer, a new dishwasher, and overhead microwave. All that is missing is a new stove and fridge - Someday! ;)

Yes there are some touches that we need to finish up (like all the moldings), Oh and cabinet pulls and knobs {looking for black matte ones, if anyone wants to suggest some} - which we just can't seem to find :( All in all this project has gone rather smooth, has cost quite a bit more money than I cared to spend, or should I say had planned to go elsewhere, yet I don't care; I am happy, elated, excited and ready to spend some time in MY kitchen cooking!

Thoughts, Ramblings, Ponderings...

Well this is the week. Summer Bible Camp. I have been planning this for over 6 months now and it is upon us now. So far, let me just say today was better than yesterday. I try to keep in mind that the kids enjoyment far outweighs the personal feats of my day. I have met some fabulous youth throughout this adventure. I can honestly say I am glad God has been most gracious to bless me with the ability to provide for them! Rose (and Bella) are having a blast serving Jesus in God's Big Backyard!!


Today, my final grades posted. I'm kinda sad. I have realized that perhaps school is my exit. My time, even if it is for school work. Come fall I will be out of the house 2 nights (back to back). I can't wait! I miss school and the pressure (even thought I have a but ton of work to do around the house).

This week my Step Father spoke with his niece who is going to contact her supervisor at Henry Ford Macomb to see about getting me in on her floor to work as a Patient Care Assistant. Keep your fingers crossed, this would be a blessing for above. Getting my foot in the door and even getting assistance with tuition.

Sunday we took the girls to see the Tall Ships down on the River Days in Detroit. The girls were amazed and met a pretty interesting character who Rose says was Jack Sparrow. I can definitely see some resemblance - what about you?

I'm going to get my kitchen pictures together tonite, so I can post them finally!

Saturday is Mia's 1st Birthday party, am I ready? Of course not :( My mind is just not in it yet - smack me someone will ya ;)

Bee back later!

Schools Out for Summer!!

Sing it with me!! I feel left with that empty feeling right now. I no longer have a place to go nor check into everyday. What will I do with my time? I am preparing for VBC next week, where I am Coordinator. This has to be the most exciting thing I have done in a long time. I have met some fabulous people these last few months working with everyone getting this next week together. Tomorrow is set up day! I can't believe it is here already. Seriously though what will I do with myself after next week??? I feel like a lost puppy dog.

No bragging, but 4.0 this semester as well!!!!! Another Dean's list. whoot whoot! I am so proud of myself, I tell ya. It's good to feel this way. I try hard, I sacrifice alot, I micro manage everything - - - and for what - - - this feeling :) Next semester I take Pathophysiology and Algebra. Then I only have 4 more courses till I can apply to the Nursing program!!! OMG, it is almost here.

I am most excited, actually. I joined the healthcare ministry at church this last week. I am so glad I took this step. I will be volunteering under Henry Ford Ministry of Parish Networks (great for the resume). I am going to start performing blood pressure checks, home visits, and other minor things under the direct supervision of a few RN's from surrounding Henry Ford hospitals. I am geeked, I tell ya!!

The girls have taken a new liking to playing outside. Our neighbor behind us has a little girl in the 5th grade and both Rose and Bella go over and play in their backyard for hours! Today, I don't even think I saw them but like for 1 hour the whole afternoon. It's nice they call each other best friends and hug and are decent with each other (sometimes this is hard to find).

I am planning Mia's birthday party for the 28th of this month. I suppose I should get busy on that. Hopefully now that school is in hiatus I will be able to post more frequently. Let me think of some good stuff to post! OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

MY KITCHEN IS DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(Look for pics tomorrow)